Have you ever....?

[ ] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn >.>
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL: 7

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL: 16

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[x] been to rehab (It's one step below rehab for attempted suicides
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL: 25

[x] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything (sharpies)
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap (under protest.... i was in someone else's car)

TOTAL: 32

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[ ] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[x] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL: 40

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[x] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 48

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper?
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school «Once.»
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire (hurrhurr)
[ ] lied about your age

TOTAL: 54

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence (lol... almost)
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL: 58

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[ ] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 65

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

STOLEN FROM ~saria-the-elf & ~zed-sama

1. Do you actually like to roleplay?

It's what I live for. My escape from reality!!!

2. Your current roleplay characters of choice:

Sora - KH (x2)
Bunch of OC's

3. Do you roleplay on forums?

I once did.. as Yami Malik >.>

4. What's you favorite type of roleplay?

Angst, Romace, smutt, battle, suspense, thriller, angst...oh already said that..x.x and sex!

5. Hardcore Roleplayer?

I'm a multitasking RPer! I can do several RP's at once... with several ppl/groups and several fandoms. (Rarely do I get confused though >)

6. What types of characters do you portray?

all sorts!
Mostly ones that are very uke... One or two are seme. For eg. For 2 RP's with the same character used I can portray one to be soft and meek... kind of weak but strong in heart and emotion. While as the other can come across as rather tough, Heroic, take no bullshit, yet heartfelt and carring at the same time. (It all depends on the characters opposing partnership... if any)

7. Name your style?

Both narrative and turn based!

8. Your favorite character(s) you've had to roleplay as?

Sora, Anuj'ahaa and Ikiarian

9. The worst character(s) you've ever had to roleplay as?

I think the time I did Yami Malik... the RP kinda died but I was peeved that I had to pair mine up with a female chara. x.x

10. What's the next character you're looking to forward roleplaying as?

Hmmm.. I was thinking maybe Teito Klien... >.> But for that to happen I'd like to find someone who would be interested in doing Mikage!

B-O-N-U-S Truthfully, post the last roleplay response you've submitted with character.

Although, he slept, like almost every night, his dreams were plagued with images. Scenes and images from the past. Sometimes the reoccuring dreams were easy enough to deal with that he didn't wake up a screaming psychological mess each night, but especially when he feel into the pit of disppare like he was now, his dreams would not take pitty on him. Or rather, they were to be horribly cruel. His
subconsiousness taking over and causing a small bad dream to breed into a soul shattering full on nightmare. He would start off crying, weeping... but then the horror would start and he was subjected to the worst part of all his dreams. No amount of thrashing and screaming would wake himself up from the terror in his mind. He was powerless.... as powerless to prevent it from happening in the first


((Yes... lots of angst going on >.>)

I. Xemnas:

[ ] You are the leader most of the time.
[X] You like black.
[X] You wished/wish you were someone else.
[ ] You don't listen to others.
[x] You like doing research.
TOTAL: 3

II. Xigbar:

[X] You have bad eyesight. (in one eye... happened when I got a speck of wood caught in it and damnaged the outter part)
[X] You like throwing things at others when angry.
[X] You wish you were able to teleport.
[x] You wear your hair in a ponytail.(only for work now it's just long enough)
[ ] You have/wish you had a gun.
TOTAL: 4


III. Xaldin

[X] You like windy days. (Did someone fart? <.<
[ ] You have tried to steal something precious from someone.
[X] You like dragons. (I was one in my forma life XD)
[ ] You have/like dreadlocks.
[X] You've tried to anger someone on purpose. (Yes.. It was fun... XD)
TOTAL: 3


IV. Vexen

[X] You are disrespected by the young ones. (All the time!! Fucking kids..)
[x] Someone has already considered you a traitor. (A couple ppl have but I couldn't give a rats ass, cause sometimes there's just no excuse.)
[ ] You are the oldest of your group.
[X] You like experiments.
[X] You like cold days. (Especialy when you have 2 weeks of 40*C heat wave)
TOTAL: 4

V. Lexaeus

[x] You are not very talkative. (When I want to be)
[ ] You like brain games.
[X] People are afraid of you because of your appearance. (Especially young children)
[ ] You prefer heavy weapons rather than light ones.
[ ] You are very strong, physically speaking.
TOTAL: 2

VI. Zexion

[X] You love reading. (Give me yaoi or give me death!)
[X] You are not very sociable. (Don't go out as much as I used to due to work)
[x] You are one of the shortest of your group. (I am rather short arse and used for leaning post)
[X] You have a very sensible nose. (Was able to smell smoke from a factory 5k's away >.>
[X] You like to elude others.
TOTAL: 5

VII. Saïx

[X] You have double-personality issues. (Yes <,<...)
[X] You are more active during night rather than day.
[x] You like werewolves. (I like them... but it's mixed emotions)
[X] Your superior trusts you. (XD Untill I call her Superior MANSEX. <,< Then my job might be out the window haha!)
[X] You have a scar on your face. (There's a small, sometimes visable more when exposed by sun, scar just under my right eye where some bitch in highschool accidently swiped me across the face playing table hockey... her and her fucking long ass fake nails)
TOTAL: 5

VIII. Axel

[X] You are somewhat a pyromaniac. (I like setting things on fire...)
[X] You care deeply for your best friends. (The ones that don't turn into backstabbing users!)
[X] You are a two-face when you need to be. (Don't fuck with me, and I won't fuck back)
[X] You don't like when people don't remember your name. (My nick name)
[X] You have a very fiery personality. (When it's needed... Arsehole in my head would be more fiery than I would be but I guess I account for his actions)
TOTAL: 5

IX. Demyx
[X] You like music.
[X] You know how to play a guitar.
[X] You like rainy days. (if it's stormy yes)
[X] You like swimming.
[x You are usually a very happy person.
TOTAL: 5

X. Luxord

[X] You like playing cards.
[ ] You like to gamble.
[ ] Your favorite color is gold.
[ ] You have stolen money from others.
[X] You have/wished you could curse someone. (A select few)
TOTAL: 2

XI. Marluxia

[ ] You like pink.
[x] You like flowers. (good to draw)
[x] You are plotting to overthrow your superior. (haha... sometimes I like to try and be better and make them take the blame for their mistakes)
[X] You were betrayed by someone.
[X] You are a bit of a flamboyant person.
TOTAL: 4

XII. Larxene

[ ] You're the only female on your group.
[X] You like storms. (Dream job to be a meteorologyst and go to the USA to get a go in the TIV )
[X] You're pretty agile. (I have odd moving limbs XD)
[ ] You like to mock others.
[ ] You think ninjas are cool.
TOTAL: 2

XIII. Roxas

[X] You love ice cream. (cookies and cream/ gelati)
[ ] You are the youngest of your group.
[X] You think people are hiding something from you.
[X] You usually have strange dreams involving people you've never met.
[x] You prefer afternoons rather than nights and mornings. (night and mornings means I'm at work x.x)
TOTAL: 4

Conclusion: I'm either Demyx, Axel, Saix or Zexion.... >.> Wow this was REALLY conclusive indeed!

Yu-Gi-Oh first

1. The character you first fell in love with:
Yami Bakura (Ryou) - It's an obsession of life I swear >.>


2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:
Yami Marik/Marik - I love him... but I hate it when ppl write fics about him and depict him as a spoilt tantrum throwing brat!!!

3. The character everyone else loves that you don't:
Seto - He's a dirty rotten bastard!!! (with the exception to YGO Abridged though <,<


4. The character you love that everyone else hates:
Prolly Varon. I dont know many ppl who DO like him.

5. The character you used to love but don't any longer:
Chaz - I found someone better! <3 Yubel

Pokemon
1. The character you first fell in love with:
Pikachu ofcourse...

2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:
Jesse and James - It's mostly the fact that I sound like Jesse and I love Jame's laugh

3. The character everyone else loves that you don't:
Entei - x.x Seriously.. I dunno what it is about him he just annoys me. Oh and Brock gives me the shits too!

4. The character you love that everyone else hates:
MewTwo - XD I love his evilness

5. The character you used to love but don't any longer:
Lugia And Ash!

Digimon
1. The character you first fell in love with:
(DONT WATCH DIGIMON)

2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:
(DONT WATCH DIGIMON)

3. The character everyone else loves that you don't:
(DONT WATCH DIGIMON)

4. The character you love that everyone else hates:
(DONT WATCH DIGIMON)

5. The character you used to love but don't any longer:
(DONT WATCH DIGIMON)

Sailor Moon
1. The character you first fell in love with:
Prolly Mercury

2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:
Tux. Mask?

3. The character everyone else loves that you don't:
Moon

4. The character you love that everyone else hates:
Jedite?

5. The character you used to love but don't any longer:
Mars

Fruits Basket

1. The character you first fell in love with:
Toss up between Yuki and Kyo

2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:
Shigure~

3. The character everyone else loves that you don't:
The dickwad thats head of the family... I forget his name.

4. The character you love that everyone else hates:
Undecided....

5. The character you used to love but don't any longer:
Tohru's friends.. I dunno. they annoy me now

I feel you, I feel you now more than ever. More than anyone could ever imagin. You, within me. stroking my mind with your hellraiser influence.
I feel your heart, it beats with mine. I can feel what you feel. Feeling, touching... mindfucking.


<You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen
When your heart's not open>

You won't let it go. The hurt inside. You have been hurt and betrayed. But that is hardly your fault. Why beat yourself up about it even now. Let it go. Let yourself be free and open you heart up to those around you. Is there need now to close yourself up inside and fall even deeper down that pit of darkness and dispare you like to dwell so much.

<You're so consumed with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're broken
When your heart's not open>

Will you share with me, all the things I want to share?
Will you feel with me, all the things I want to feel?
Will you endure all the pain and pleasure I want to experience?
Will you live life with me?

Will you love with me?


<Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart
Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart
Mmmmmm, give yourself to me
Mmmmmm, you hold the key>

Don't blame yourself for the past, don't blame yourself for the wrongs done to you by others.
But you know that what I go through you go through too. You say you wan't to end it all. You don't want to go on living in this exsistance... but without you, I'm nothing. I will ceast to exsist. By you disappearing, I too vanish.

Our heart will be no more.

<Now there's no point in placing the blame
And you should know I suffer the same
If I lose you
My heart will be broken>

So show your love, the love you have so hidden away, show that you can be kind and loving. Throw away all your dark and deviouse fascade and come out into the light. Be living, live life the way you want to. The way we can! Don't close yourself off from us and show me what you're soul is. I know you're not just a figment of my imagination, you are a true being. You only need to come out and prove your worth.

<Love is a bird, she needs to fly
Let all the hurt inside of you die
You're frozen
When your heart's not open>

Open up your heart~

<If I could melt your heart>

We'd never be apart!


((I do not own this song, it belongs to Madonna. No claiming on my terms))